Monday, October 11, 2010

NOBODY (for my bestfriend MITCHIE)

If nobody smiled and nobody cares and nobody helped us along. If every moment looked after itself and good thing always went to the strong, If nobody cared just a little about you and nobody cared about me and we stood alone in the battle of life what a dreary old world this would be Live is sweet, just because of the friend we have made the thing which in common we share, we want to live on, not because of ourselves, but because the people who care... It is doing and giving for somebody else on which all of life's splendor depends... They joy of this world, when you've summed it all up is found in the making of FRIENDS....LOVE YOU MITCHIE MY BFF

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

PARAMORE "the only exception" ON GLEE

Lea Michele redeems herself with her 3rd solo track and the only non-britney track on lastweek episode of glee with "PARAMORE THE ONLY EXCEPTION" Her voice sound fantastic on this rock ballad. She shows vocal vulnebility, which allow the audience to connect emotionaly with the song as well as her character

We've known from day 1 that RACHEL controlling, and after the disastrous ultimatum, trying to get FINN to quit the football team when he just rejoined she tempt him with QUINN whom he very firmly turns down RACHEL is a little incesure obviously when it comes to dating

RACHEL apologize to FINN with PARAMORE "the only exception" and makes us all feel warm and sniffly and not just because LEA MICHELE is a champion singer-crier but because its a PARAMORE song! THE ONLY EXCEPTION its not really an episode of GLEE unless RACHEL deliver a self aggrandizing closing performance, NOW IS IT! admittedly though LEA MICHELE killed it on this one and when FINN took her hand in the hallway GIRLS and GAYS everywhere were jealous lmao!

So it's just a perfect note to end a showny GLEE episode with a really sweet and emotional moment, bringing home the heart of what the show is about with a non-britney song! Even though "THE ONLY EXCEPTION" went along well with RACHEL BERRY character's storyline in the episode, I do think another britney track could have been place to round out the tribute episode.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

my father "my everything"

hi dad, i know you can't read this.. i just wanna tell you something, i know we talk alot.. like we talk about everything, bout stuffs, God, school, assignments you even ask me about boys stuffs, but one thing we never talked bout you being a father, being so called dad, since this is your day "YOUR BIRTHDAY" i'l make a note for the most important man in my life, DAD your not just a doctor nor a church preacher.. who i am today its all because of you and mom, you raised me well with God's love, your love is unfailling, your my head lifter, i know your so strict your way to decipline me, thank you for being my doctor, my bestfriend, my mentor, my driver, sometimes my teacher you even do my assigment, my everything, And i thank god for using you to become a great father, a great church preacher who's someday i can look up to.. Dad, i know i dont always say this to you.. but in my heart your always be the the first on my list.. I LOVE YOU DADDY HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Friday, September 10, 2010

my story behind paramore "THE ONLY EXCEPTION"

my self review of PARAMORE single "THE ONLY EXCEPTION" ever since GLEE SPOILER comes that finchel a.k.a "FINN and RACHEL" of GLEE doing cover of this song in one of the upcoming episodes of GLEE SEASON 2 i cant help but wondering if finchel will give justice to this song or it might turn out to be not good as PARAMORE but i do trust of the talent of LEA MICHELE and CORY MONTIETH.. and i know its going to be awesome like the original

The 3rd single from the NO. 1 album "BRAND NEW EYES" "THE ONLY EXCEPTION" bring about a completely different feel to the bands previous two single taken from the album... Where the "IGNORANCE" and "BRING BY BORING BRICK" take a more rocky approach "THE ONLY EXCEPTION" is a deeply personal acoustic ballad with beautiful vocal from PARAMORE lead singer "HAYLEY WILLIAMS" The ballad gives an unapologetic glimpse into the inner working of what was happening in my head the song touches on how her parents relationship has influenced the way she deal with and think about love

"THE ONLY EXCEPTION" is a song of hope "ON THE VIDEO" at the beginning hayley's sworn off love and doesn't believe it exist! DAMN! those parental break-ups haha... But the frequent refrain is to the lover in the video that he's the exception to that rule.. The video features HAYLEY's walking to the various scenes her life including the clever speed dating where she dates all scenes from the video is rejected her and the letter on the bed hayley lies on she write "sorry" means she wouldn't believe in something existing..

Honestly is a tough word to live up to the field of moderm popular song, the every act of singing your feeling instead of expressing them in the way your body most naturally would.. Crying, laughing, shouting etc. It's a layer of self-consciousness, a bit like that scene in GLEE when FINN decides that the best way to tell QUINN's parents that they're about to become a grandparent is to sing a song about it, to them, at the dinner table, and yet on the surface, singing is all about expressing raw emotion..

HAYLEY WILLIAMS is getting better at this with every single PARAMORE release and its one of the most honest song sounding so far for me.. Everything about it rings is true from the bit of disillusionment of childhood when you realise your parents are just people too, to the bits about disillusionment of adulthood, when you realise that sometimes bad things happen to good people, And clearest and truest of all, the realization that people who are good for you are few and far between and you need to cherish those people and most of all ensure that they know about it..

Extra praise the arrangement of the video which allow HAYLEY to emote clearly and build up to a nice climatic power ballad ending... Its about as honest as music get, FRANKLY and as much is pretty damn near impossible to find fault with...


Sunday, August 29, 2010

"peace in summer"

I cant find a better title for my essay/blog.. this is how i spent my summer vacation! we all know summer is gone and we already start school, and fall is coming.. Summer is my favorite season i enjoy my summer every year.. coz i get to spend most of my time with my family, i dont have to waste my time doing my homeworks, paper works, etc. But what i really enjoyed this summer is...

First seeing my CHURCH MINISTRY friends almost everyday able to shared them what happened in our days having a simple thought about word of GOD! able to shared some words of encouragement.. its a nice feeling coz we only do this every summer... "put God on top of everything and he will guide you all the way"

Second my dad and i went to NYC omg! NEW YORK CITY is such a nice place we went to some restaurant and the foods are awesome.. Central park is so amazing you cant never go wrong with NYC its so stunning people are so busy and we saw some nice views everywhere, im inlove with the beauty of NEW YORK i will definitely come back there...

Third the social networking TWITTER yeah! If you guys dont know im a twitter addict i spend most of my hours using twitter.. i spend half of day using my phone, using my laptop just to tweet and tweet.. Its a therapy for me whenever i talk to my twitter buddies its a sort of relief.. Im having so much fun talking to them.. in twitter i find peace, i can able to express whats on my mind.. and everytime my favorite people tweet il freak out haha.. and sometimes i get a replied from them.. i know it might sound weird but this people create a huge impact in my life.. i dont know them personally i only saw those artist in their icon like LEA MICHELE, PARAMORE, GLEE, CORY MONTIETH, HAYLEY WILLIAMS etc. but i know behind those profile photos this people are amazing.. this people are beautiful inside and out and their love about their favorites and how they expresses it in a simple tweets sometimes really hit me, i really feel their love towards their idols.. Were became friends we shared thing about our idols how amazing they are and how we love them..

Sometimes we even shared some of our problems at home, love and family.. I love the fact that this people can shared their problems to the people they dont even know.. we build trust and respect with each other simply bcoz we have something in common we have same taste when it comes to our favorites...

There some people in twitter i truly admired! they're like my besties in twitter world i learned alot from them 1. Mia @MiaIsAStar my dear big sister she's one of the most awesome person in twitter she never afraid to tweets whats on her mind, whether it is good or bad.. I feel like i found a sister, sister that i cant never have.. we have different views when it comes to belief coz shes a buddism but religion is never a matter in our friendship i love her dearly and no one can ever change that.. when the time im upset with my bro. coz hes getting married mia is the only one who listen to me, who give me advice, who understand me.. Shes never failed to make me smile.. i know glee will end, or maybe one day we leave twitter.. but 1 thing for sure our friendship will forever treasured..

My summer it wasn't fun as you are.. no beach, no mounting climbing no anything! I dont have to go somewhere to enjoyed my summer coz the simple things like CHURCH activities and TWITTER makes my summer memorable i learned alot of things that money cant buy and i will remember it for the rest of life..

(I actually cut it coz its too long, its my assingment in english essay)

Friday, August 20, 2010


We convince ourselves that life will be better after we graduate, having a good job then another, then we are frustrated that it wasnt good enough.. After that we're have a family to deal with we will certainly be happy when you see them in wealth and in nice place.. We tell ourselves that our life is complete when we have a beautiful house, nicest car are able to go on a nice vacation when we retire.... The truth is there's NO BETTER TIME TO BE HAPPY THAN RIGHT NOW if not now when??? Your life will always filled with challenges its best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway "FOR A LONG TIME IT HAD SEEMED TO ME THAT LIFE HAS ABOUT TO BEGIN IN REAL LIFE BUT THERE WAS ALWAYS SOME OBSTACLE IN THE WAY, SOMETHING TO BE GOTTEN THROUGH FIRST, UNFINISHED BUSINESS, TIME STILL BE SERVED, A DEPT TO BE PAID THEN LIFE WOULD BEGIN AT LAST IT DAWNED ON ME THAT THIS OBSTACLE WERE MY LIFE" this perspective helped me to see that there is no way to happiness, HAPPINESS is the way so treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more bcoz you shared it with someone special.. Special enough to spend your time and remember that time waits for no one.... So stop waiting until you finish school, until you go back to school, until you lose 10 pounds, until you gain pounds, until you have kids, until your kids leave the house, until you start to work, until you get married, until weekends, until you get a new car, until you got old, until you die.... To decide that theres no better time than right now to be happy... HAPPINESS is a journey, not a destination.. So WORK like you dont need money LOVE like you've never been hurt DANCE like no one watching.. BE HAPPY

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

A letter from GOD

As you got up this morning i watched you and hoped you would talk to me even if it just a few words, asking my opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday but i noticed you were busy trying to find the right outfit to put on and wear in work or in class, I waited again, when you ran around the house getting ready i knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say HELLO, but you were too busy, At one point you had to wait fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in the chair. Then i saw you spring to your feet. I thought you wanted to talk to me but you ran to the phone and called a friend to get a latest GOSSIP, i watched as you went to school, and i waited patiently all day long, with all your activities, i guess you were too busy all day to say anything to me... I noticed that before lunch you looked around, maybe you felt embarrassed to talk to me, that is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables over and you noticed some of your friends talking briefly before they ate, but you didn't THAT'S OK, There's still more time left, and i have hope that you will talk to me even yet... You went home and seems as if you had lots of things to do.. After a few of them were done, You turned the TV or the NET, i dont know if like TV or COMPUTERS or not.. Just about anything goes there and you spend alot of time each day in front of them, not thinking anything just enjoyed the SHOW, i waited patiently again as you WATCHED tv and ate your meal but again you didn't talk to me. at bedtime i guess you felt too tired.. After you said GOODNIGHT to your family you plopped into bed and feel asleep in no time...That's ok because you may not realize that i always there for you. I've got patience more than you'll ever know. I even want to teach you how to be patients with others as well. Because I LOVE YOU so much that i wait everyday for a nod, praise or thought or a thankful part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation...Well you are getting up again i will wait with nothing but love for you hoping that someday you give me some time... >>>YOUR FRIEND JESUS<<<<< take a little time to talk to JESUS and thank him for everything happened in your life...

Tuesday, August 17, 2010


I saw this thing on a morning news about celebrity role models, people like TAYLOR SWIFT got onto the top list but i got to thinking how i look up to HAYLEY WILLIAMS.. i dont know but if i look up to anybody its got to be HAYLEY... I admire her originality and the fact that she is such a unique person i love her voice, and PARAMORE's hard work throught their songs... HAYLEY is such a great person, shes bubbly, and out going.. she gets so involved to her performances and tries really hard.. She has been my role model for everything from the way she dresses to the way she sing.. I love her simplicity but at the same time the way perform and reached out to everyone the way she communicate with her fans through TWITTER not many celebrities do that.. I totally love that about her and PARAMORE love their fans! YEPP! I LOOK UP TO HAYLEY WILLIAMS and the rest of PARAMORE...

Monday, August 16, 2010

I'M A GLEEK (a gleek thing)

I'm a GLEEK if you dont know what that means, you've never tuned into the tv show GLEE... Every tuesday i wrestle the remote away from my brother to watch an hour of GLEE...I'm a GLEEK for so many reason, Is it because of its musically and its choice of song to record? Is it because of its actors that perfectly fit their roles? Is it because of its high school themes and choices of plots? NO! IT'S EVERYTHING... GLEE is all about expressing yourself, staying true to yourself and be able to love it GLEE also has excellent talented star who portray their character in a way you couldn't even think of anything better they also have awesome singing talents... Some of their song renditions have been well recieved by public SOMEBODY TO LOVE is an awesome queen cover that shows MERCEDES ability to reach that high note and knowing how difficult that song is, DON'T RAIN ON MY PARADE shows the awesomeness within RACHEL that would just remove you hatred towar her ambitious attitude, DEFYING GRAVITY shows KURT's high pitched tone, SWEET CAROLINE shows the swoony PUCK that would have you head over heels over him, JESSIE's GIRL shows FINN inner rockstar, TRUE COLORS shows the tenderness of TINA's voice, DANCING WITH MYSELF is a punked rock song turned acoustic hit by ARTIE, I SAY A LITTLE PRAYER shows off QUINN's retro voice, something 80's like... There are more songs that are truly be in awe of GLEE's rendition... What also love about GLEE is that the member of this club have some sort of unique bond within them, the character thrilled the show is highlighting family building option.... There's difinitely alot more inside GLEE searching for love that can never be, deception for our selfishness, hoping for acceptance and choosing the right decision in life...What we see in GLEE may perhaps be a reflection of what we are facing in our everyday lives.....I'M A GLEEK AND IM PROUD OF IT..!

celebrating the love that never failed

im about to witness my parents getting married again.. yap! you hear me they're getting married.. Its their 25th wedding anniversary.. i wonder why they'd survived 25 years without having a major flight.. i guess thats true love means God is so good for blessing with a family like this.. alot of people today came from a broken family.. And im so blessed bcoz i have a complete family.. truly family that in God hands always stay together.. My family is not perfect we do have some family problems emotionally, physically, even in financial, i looked up my parent as my role model in a perfect relationship.. the way they raised me and my 2 brothers, the way they'd handle all our problems.. And how they make their relationship last.. yeah! 25yrs of strong marraige, 25yrs and they're still inlove with each other.. I thank God for having them as my parents.. who always take care of me, always their for me.. MOM is like a super woman she always manage her time.. even at work she always call just to ask me if everything ok.. and my DAD is my SUPERHERO always there for my paper work, assignment.. Reports and everything.. simply they are the most caring people ive known.. i always have a huge respect for my parents no words can explain how much i love them, how much i treasure them.. I LOVE THEM MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD